No Quit

Have you ever noticed that all the “experts” advocate finding some sort of exercise or work-out routine that’s “fun” to do, claiming that you are more likely to stick with it if it’s something that you enjoy? Sometimes I want to strangle those experts. Because, really, how is sweating fun? How is that feeling, where … More No Quit

Delusions

The funny thing is that I don’t “feel” like I weigh close to 300 lbs. Or 285 to be more specific. It’s seriously messed up because I know I weigh what I weigh. I know I look super fat at this weight. I absolutely HATE to look in the mirror and avoid it as much … More Delusions

How I Got Fat

For as long as I can remember, I have been obsessed with food. I have vivid memories of stuffing myself with candy and cookies and treats at family gatherings to the point where I would become sick at the age of 5 or 6. I remember as a teenager tiptoeing into the kitchen to “sneak” … More How I Got Fat